She dreams in color, she dreams in red...

When something is gone, it's just gone. You can't continue to fake it because in doing so your just killing off yourself one piece at a time.

I am a whore, and no not to another man, to my own husband. For I've been using sex as a control tool and not as a sign of love.

That part of my heart is black as black can be and now I just want out, so badly that I think it would just be easier to just die.

I feel like I am existing, instead of living.

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Schnitzel

Feels pretty good to be me today. Not sure where that is coming from but I'm starting to feel like a whole person and not just part of something else. It's weird and scary. I've always admired other women for it and now I'm starting to see it in me.

We got a new puppy Sunday. His name is Schnitzel. So freakin cute. Kenzie just loves him. It's like one of her stuffed animals came to life. Speaking of, I think they could use him as a model. So far he's a great puppy and I can't wait to get home to him everyday. 

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Feels pretty good to be me today. Not sure where that is coming from but I'm starting to feel like a whole person and not just part of something else.

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I pulled my best prank ever on my mom when I found out she was reading my diary behind my back.











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My father has cancer and I love him but I've never asked him to stop drinking because I'm afraid of how I would feel if he didn't.